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Update!
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Hey! 
Happy Late Valentine's Day to everyone.
Hope everyone had a good Christmas as well.
I did.
My boyfriend, Jose, came out to California for Christmas.
He lives in Indiana. Before that I hadn't seen him since April of 2014. We paid for him to come out here, and it was for 10 days--and absolutely fantastic!
The day he got here we just chilled out, since he got here at 2:30 or so. The next day, however, we went to San Francisco, and stayed in a hotel room with my parents. We saw "A Christmas Carol," play. He enjoyed that. Afterwards we went to a place called, "Scoma's," and he had this nasty bowl of fish soup, with all kinds of seafood things in it, like crab, oysters, octopus, and clams. He ate it all.
After that it was kind of scattered. We ended up going to my grandmother's for Christmas, and spent a day there.
Among other things, Jose and I went to the Global Winter Wonderland with me, where the State Fair usually is here in Sacramento(Cal Expo). We also went Ice Skating, where I proceeded to fall on my butt and drag him down with me
, and we also had Japanese, which is where I had my first taste of Mochi Ice Cream. Very good.
He left after the ten days--naturally, and things took a bit to go back to normal.
I've been working hard at everything else though--even though it's hard and I sometimes fail.
"If at first you don't succeed, try again".
Happy Late Valentine's Day to everyone.
Hope everyone had a good Christmas as well.
I did.
My boyfriend, Jose, came out to California for Christmas.
He lives in Indiana. Before that I hadn't seen him since April of 2014. We paid for him to come out here, and it was for 10 days--and absolutely fantastic!The day he got here we just chilled out, since he got here at 2:30 or so. The next day, however, we went to San Francisco, and stayed in a hotel room with my parents. We saw "A Christmas Carol," play. He enjoyed that. Afterwards we went to a place called, "Scoma's," and he had this nasty bowl of fish soup, with all kinds of seafood things in it, like crab, oysters, octopus, and clams. He ate it all.
After that it was kind of scattered. We ended up going to my grandmother's for Christmas, and spent a day there.
Among other things, Jose and I went to the Global Winter Wonderland with me, where the State Fair usually is here in Sacramento(Cal Expo). We also went Ice Skating, where I proceeded to fall on my butt and drag him down with me
, and we also had Japanese, which is where I had my first taste of Mochi Ice Cream. Very good.He left after the ten days--naturally, and things took a bit to go back to normal.
I've been working hard at everything else though--even though it's hard and I sometimes fail.
"If at first you don't succeed, try again".
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Went To Indiana!
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So, a few journal entries back I wrote about my LDR Partner coming out here, well ...
On April 4th I went to Indiana to see him, until the 11th, so 8 days with him in total!
I stayed in his house, took over his bed and made him sleep upstairs on the most uncomfortable pull-out couch bed thing ever.
It was a really amazing experience.
Of course, it took a lot of coaxing to get my parents to be on board with it. I mean, they had to consider me going out there, sending their only daughter to somewhere they had never been.
First my mom was like, "NO!"
And I was like, "WHY!"
then ---> 
then -----> 
"please."
Then one night, on a Friday, we went out to dinner and they both told me, "you can go," and their faces were like,
But, who gave a fuck about their faces because mine was like, --->
and then -----> 
and then ----> 
and then ----> 
and then ---> 
and then ---> 
and then I said, "are you serious?" ---> 
And they were like, "yeah,"
And I went
And I had fun
And I had lots of fun
And tons of fun
And so much fun
And I lived happily ever after.
On April 4th I went to Indiana to see him, until the 11th, so 8 days with him in total!
I stayed in his house, took over his bed and made him sleep upstairs on the most uncomfortable pull-out couch bed thing ever.
It was a really amazing experience.
Of course, it took a lot of coaxing to get my parents to be on board with it. I mean, they had to consider me going out there, sending their only daughter to somewhere they had never been.
First my mom was like, "NO!"
And I was like, "WHY!"
then ---> then -----> "please." Then one night, on a Friday, we went out to dinner and they both told me, "you can go," and their faces were like,
But, who gave a fuck about their faces because mine was like, --->
and then -----> and then ----> and then ----> and then ---> and then ---> and then I said, "are you serious?" ---> And they were like, "yeah,"
And I went
And I had fun
And I had lots of fun
And tons of fun
And so much fun
And I lived happily ever after.
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I'm A Very Sad Potato
4 min read
So, the title gives it away.
But before I get started on that, I need to address some things, whether or not anyone of my 29 followers view this.
Obviously I've been gone for a long while--I do not remember the time and reason why I stopped visiting this site regularly, but I am sorry.
Also, I did get a tablet, I'll be uploading some of my art, even though it's not the best.
Also also, I got a Tumblr, I'm not overly addicted to it, so I don't get on a lot, but I'll leave it here as a link for you.
Tumblr: www.tumblr.com/blog/xanny455
Oh! I remember why I think I left. After I met Jose in person, I got into League of Legends, and that consumed a year's worth of my time. I still play, but not as often, I like buying people stuff on there more than anything. Add me?
League Of Legends: Xandrali or Xanny455<---I forget which one
I also, for my birthday, I got a PS3. By the way my birthday is 9/11 
...but yeah.
...but yeah. Now, I'm a sad potato because these last 6 weeks have been very hectic for me. 
I miss the love of my life, and a very good friend. I am overwhelmed with work, and people are so rude to me most of the time at school.
I'm actually OK right now, because I've been a lot of kind things for people--which in return makes me happy in a slight. 
People say I let others take advantage of me, which might be true, but if people are happy in the slightest, then I'm content.
Although I feel like the last 6 weeks of events have made me lose sight of my lowly goals, and myself, I'll be okay...I think. 
That point of view I have of catering to other people's needs has slowly wavered. I recently lost my boyfriend, I won't get into details, but I'm OK. I also lost a good friend of mine. I fucked things up with him.
My dreams are now nightmares , I rarely have a good dream which would involve Jose coming back, or my friend.
, I rarely have a good dream which would involve Jose coming back, or my friend. Mostly my friend. 
But a loss of a friend--I fail to fathom such an event. He didn't die, but things got complicated, and he left without a word and blocked me on everything he knows how. I only got GTA5 because of him--now I have no one to play with.
I WISH HE WOULD COME BACK. 
No point in complaining--I'll get over it hopefully.
I can't think of anything else. Oh, we had two kittens for about a year, and then mom wanted 'em out, so we got 'em out, and replaced them with a snake. The first feeding--he ate, but now he won't. He'll probably die, I'm the worst pet owner.
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Q and A(QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS)
10 min read
1) Sexuality?
A: Bisexual
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
A: Ben Cooper(Radical Face)
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
A: "four who was staring at the ribbons as if they were a stack ..."
4) What do you think about most?
A: Jose and I. My weight. My life.
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
A: "I love you too."
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
A: With clothes on thank you very much.
7) What's your strangest talent?
A: I don't have a gag-reflex.
If y'know what I mean. xD
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
A: Girls grow taller faster than boys do. Boys are hot wired to drive their dicks into some warm vagina.
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
A: YES. <3 Jose made me one. :#
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
A: Um, sometime last month.
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
A: Hobophobia. I'm afraid of hobos. Homeless people, y'know. Bad experience with them.
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
A: Ball of paper when I was in 1st grade, almost got it stuck, freaked out, AND my crush did it with me, but it was SO embarrassing.
13) What's your religion?
A: Athiest. Agnostic.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
A: Staring at the sky, running, humming, walking.
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
A: Behind.
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
A: Radical Face.
17) What was the last lie you told?
A: "I'll be down in a second!"
18) Do you believe in karma?
A: Yes.
19) What does your URL mean?
A: Wait ... whut?
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
A: Weakness: Jose's smile, makes me melt INSTANTLY. And kittens! Anything that's a baby, like a baby giraffe. Strength: Writing, talking.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
A: Johnny Depp.
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
A: Yes, once.
23) How do you vent your anger?
A: Writing, or I keep silent. I have a bad habit though of yelling at Jose. ;-;
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
A: If you mean like the collection of sickly tissues on my floor, then yes. xD Um, OH. I collect giraffe toys, stuffed animals, ect.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
A: Webcam.
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
A: Sort of.
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
A: My mom nagging me is a sound I hate. A sound I love is the sound of Jose's voice against my ear, or just in general.
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
A: "What if we're not always together!"
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
A: I believe in both.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
A: Right arm: My wall. Left arm: My giraffe hat.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
A: Nothing, I'm getting over the flu, my nose is stuffed up, can smell for jack shit.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
A: San Francisco.
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
A: I don't know. .-.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
A: Ben Cooper(Radical Face)
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
A: A piece of toast.
36) Define Art.
A: Jose's entire being. God must be so talented if he can make something so gorgeously handsome.
37) Do you believe in luck?
A: Yes.
38) What's the weather like right now?
A: Might be warm, but to me, I'm freezing.
39) What time is it?
A: 12:22 PM.
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
A: No.
41) What was the last book you read?
A: To Kill a MockingBird.
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
A: Yes. .-. I thought that was just me.
43) Do you have any nicknames?
A: Yes.
44) What was the last movie you saw?
A: Warm Bodies on Saturday.
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
A: A fish hook in my index finger.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
A: Yes.
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
A: Jose.
48) What's your sexual orientation?
A: Bisexual.
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
A: Yeah, tons.
50) Do you believe in magic?
A: YES.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
A: Not anymore.
52) What is your astrological sign?
A: Virgo.
53) Do you save money or spend it?
A: I try to save it, sometimes i spend it though.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
A: Double-Chocolate Chip Frappuccino from Starbucks, and two little circular pieces of bread.
55) Love or lust?
A: Love.
56) In a relationship?
A: Yes'm.
57) How many relationships have you had?
A: 2. But with the same person.
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
A: No. ;-;
59) Where were you yesterday?
A: In my bed, slowly dying.
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
A: Yes, my lamp.
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
A: Yes, two paris.
62) What's your favorite animal?
A: GIRAFFE!
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
A: ...HUH? Smile? I don't know! I've never tried to do that. o-o
64) Where is your best friend?
A: At home. SHE'S ON HER PERIOD DYING A SLOW DEATH. I HAVE A FLU, DYING A SLOW DEATH TOO. WE ARE BOTH STAYING HOME.
65) Spit or swallow?(;
A: Swallow.
66) What is your heritage?
A: Mexican, Irish, Scottish, Dutch ... um ... something else.
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
A: TRYING to go to sleep, maybe even crying.
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
A: Ricardo.
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
A: O_O
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
A: Yes.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street.
Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
A: Fuck my boss, I'm saving that god damned fucking dog.
72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do
you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A: I'd tell everyone when I have a week left.
B: Visit Jose, my grandmother, tell everyone I love them. On my last week, I'd invite everyone to my house.
C: Yes.
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
A: Love.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
A: Welcome Home by Radical Face.
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
A: I don't have a cell phone, but the last four digits of my home phone number are; 3412.
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
A: Trust, and being able to do a lot of stuff together. Like playing games, or talking, signing together, laughing, reading.
77) How can I win your heart?
A: You can't, sorry.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
A: Yes, totally.
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
A: Saying yes to Jose, and staying with him. Bringing my grades up and meeting him.
80) What size shoes do you wear?
A: 9 1/2 - 10.
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
A: A loving mother, grandmother, and a loving wife.
She will always be remembered.
82) What is your favorite word?
A: Jose.
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
A: Jose.
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
A: "If everyone were to go jump off of a bridge, would you?"
85) What's the last song you listened to?
A: Grand Machina no. 12 - Electric President(Radicalface/Ben Cooper)
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
A: Blue/Purple.
87) What is your current desktop picture?
A: It's just white.
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
A: Osiris.
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
A: "Did you guys fool around?"
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by
MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
A: Stay quiet ... and try and go back to sleep.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
A: TO FLY.
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your
past would you like to experience again?
A: When I first saw Jose.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
A: Stepping on a bird. :/
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
A: Ben Cooper.
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
A: La Porte, Indiana(where Jose lives)
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
A: MAYBE my biological father Jose Cadena(different from Jose Rosales)
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
A: I think so.
98) Ever been on a plane?
A: Yes.
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
A: Uh ... Hi. ;-;
A: Bisexual
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
A: Ben Cooper(Radical Face)
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
A: "four who was staring at the ribbons as if they were a stack ..."
4) What do you think about most?
A: Jose and I. My weight. My life.
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
A: "I love you too."
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
A: With clothes on thank you very much.
7) What's your strangest talent?
A: I don't have a gag-reflex.
If y'know what I mean. xD8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
A: Girls grow taller faster than boys do. Boys are hot wired to drive their dicks into some warm vagina.
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
A: YES. <3 Jose made me one. :#
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
A: Um, sometime last month.
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
A: Hobophobia. I'm afraid of hobos. Homeless people, y'know. Bad experience with them.
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
A: Ball of paper when I was in 1st grade, almost got it stuck, freaked out, AND my crush did it with me, but it was SO embarrassing.
13) What's your religion?
A: Athiest. Agnostic.
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
A: Staring at the sky, running, humming, walking.
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
A: Behind.
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
A: Radical Face.
17) What was the last lie you told?
A: "I'll be down in a second!"
18) Do you believe in karma?
A: Yes.
19) What does your URL mean?
A: Wait ... whut?
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
A: Weakness: Jose's smile, makes me melt INSTANTLY. And kittens! Anything that's a baby, like a baby giraffe. Strength: Writing, talking.
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
A: Johnny Depp.
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
A: Yes, once.
23) How do you vent your anger?
A: Writing, or I keep silent. I have a bad habit though of yelling at Jose. ;-;
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
A: If you mean like the collection of sickly tissues on my floor, then yes. xD Um, OH. I collect giraffe toys, stuffed animals, ect.
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
A: Webcam.
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
A: Sort of.
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
A: My mom nagging me is a sound I hate. A sound I love is the sound of Jose's voice against my ear, or just in general.
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
A: "What if we're not always together!"
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
A: I believe in both.
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
A: Right arm: My wall. Left arm: My giraffe hat.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
A: Nothing, I'm getting over the flu, my nose is stuffed up, can smell for jack shit.
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
A: San Francisco.
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
A: I don't know. .-.
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
A: Ben Cooper(Radical Face)
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
A: A piece of toast.
36) Define Art.
A: Jose's entire being. God must be so talented if he can make something so gorgeously handsome.
37) Do you believe in luck?
A: Yes.
38) What's the weather like right now?
A: Might be warm, but to me, I'm freezing.
39) What time is it?
A: 12:22 PM.
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
A: No.
41) What was the last book you read?
A: To Kill a MockingBird.
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
A: Yes. .-. I thought that was just me.
43) Do you have any nicknames?
A: Yes.
44) What was the last movie you saw?
A: Warm Bodies on Saturday.
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
A: A fish hook in my index finger.
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
A: Yes.
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
A: Jose.
48) What's your sexual orientation?
A: Bisexual.
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
A: Yeah, tons.
50) Do you believe in magic?
A: YES.
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
A: Not anymore.
52) What is your astrological sign?
A: Virgo.
53) Do you save money or spend it?
A: I try to save it, sometimes i spend it though.
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
A: Double-Chocolate Chip Frappuccino from Starbucks, and two little circular pieces of bread.
55) Love or lust?
A: Love.
56) In a relationship?
A: Yes'm.
57) How many relationships have you had?
A: 2. But with the same person.
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
A: No. ;-;
59) Where were you yesterday?
A: In my bed, slowly dying.
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
A: Yes, my lamp.
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
A: Yes, two paris.
62) What's your favorite animal?
A: GIRAFFE!
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
A: ...HUH? Smile? I don't know! I've never tried to do that. o-o
64) Where is your best friend?
A: At home. SHE'S ON HER PERIOD DYING A SLOW DEATH. I HAVE A FLU, DYING A SLOW DEATH TOO. WE ARE BOTH STAYING HOME.
65) Spit or swallow?(;
A: Swallow.
66) What is your heritage?
A: Mexican, Irish, Scottish, Dutch ... um ... something else.
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
A: TRYING to go to sleep, maybe even crying.
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
A: Ricardo.
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
A: O_O
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
A: Yes.
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street.
Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
A: Fuck my boss, I'm saving that god damned fucking dog.
72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do
you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A: I'd tell everyone when I have a week left.
B: Visit Jose, my grandmother, tell everyone I love them. On my last week, I'd invite everyone to my house.
C: Yes.
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
A: Love.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
A: Welcome Home by Radical Face.
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
A: I don't have a cell phone, but the last four digits of my home phone number are; 3412.
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
A: Trust, and being able to do a lot of stuff together. Like playing games, or talking, signing together, laughing, reading.
77) How can I win your heart?
A: You can't, sorry.
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
A: Yes, totally.
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
A: Saying yes to Jose, and staying with him. Bringing my grades up and meeting him.
80) What size shoes do you wear?
A: 9 1/2 - 10.
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
A: A loving mother, grandmother, and a loving wife.
She will always be remembered.
82) What is your favorite word?
A: Jose.
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
A: Jose.
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
A: "If everyone were to go jump off of a bridge, would you?"
85) What's the last song you listened to?
A: Grand Machina no. 12 - Electric President(Radicalface/Ben Cooper)
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
A: Blue/Purple.
87) What is your current desktop picture?
A: It's just white.
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
A: Osiris.
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
A: "Did you guys fool around?"
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by
MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
A: Stay quiet ... and try and go back to sleep.
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
A: TO FLY.
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your
past would you like to experience again?
A: When I first saw Jose.
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
A: Stepping on a bird. :/
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
A: Ben Cooper.
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
A: La Porte, Indiana(where Jose lives)
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
A: MAYBE my biological father Jose Cadena(different from Jose Rosales)
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
A: I think so.
98) Ever been on a plane?
A: Yes.
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
A: Uh ... Hi. ;-;
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Best Christmas Ever!
5 min read
Not only did I get presents for Christmas, but I got my love for Christmas.
I LOVE HIM, IT WAS SO AMAZING.
He left this morning though.
I'm super sad.Anyways, he came on Sunday.
Anyways, when we got to the airport, we couldn't find him.
I was on the phone with him the entire time, and we spent about 15 minutes looking for his ass. The entire time, I was blushing. Hardcore, I mean, HARDCORE.
I was so shy, he could have been anywhere, he could have been looking at me. I'm chubby, so that is why I was nervous. 
Anyways, at some point we were talking about a shuttle thing, and how you have to get on it and then off and then we'd be able to find him. We were going UP an escalator, and I was on the phone with him, and then I handed it to mom. 
As we were nearing the top, I saw him. I saw him in all his glorious handsomeness.
He had his cellphone pressed against his ear talking to mom, and he hadn't seen me yet. 
I turned, and tried to run down the UP escalator, saying 'Oh my god,' a bunch of times, but of course that didn't work, so I just hid behind mom. 
He noticed us then. He smiled, and walked over to us. HIS SMILE WAS AMAZING.
He is like my personal Edward Cullen! YES I'M COMPARING HIM TO THAT LITTLE SHIT. It was the most amazing fucking moment of my life. After 3 years of wanting to meet him, I finally had him standing right before me. I was so shy though, I didn't say anything. 
He handed me roses, and I swear there were over one million butterflies in my stomach. Just thinking about that moment makes my stomach flutter. 
When we going DOWN the escalator, he was talking to mom. I stepped one step higher than him, so I could put some distance between us, because I was just so shocked, I needed some air. He copied me, and stepped on the step I was. I tried again, he copied. 
When we got outside, I felt so sick.
My stomach was in knots from being so nervous. On the drive home, I hid my face behind my hands, but stared at him occasionally. I mean, I just couldn't believe it. 
Jose Alejandro Rosales, my significant other, my love, my best friend, he was sitting right besides me. 
He pulled me against him sometime during the car ride, and I just sat like that. We held hands, and he kissed the top of my head. 
His hands felt nice, he looked nice, his attitude was nice. He was perfect. He is perfect. I love him, so much. I hope he can come back sometime in summer, because when he had to go it was horrible for me, I cried in the car ride there. 
That is the end, I'm super tired from crying. D:
Goodnight folks!
UPDATE:
On the last night of him staying here, we sat in front of my fireplace, and played monopoly. HE CHEATED. So did i though, once. >-> HE STOLE MONEY.
Hehe :3
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